I have commented previously that many of you are now more likely to be disturbed, angry, and irritable. This comes from the energy which is helping us or forcing us, according to our level of resistance, to look at our fears. The purpose is of course for us to resolve those fears. As long as they are pushed deep down there is no reason to work on them. But fears produce narrow mindedness and rigidity, it drives us to have more conflicts with others and makes us more aggressive. So our Higher Self is using this energy to help us resolve our conflicts. It create situation in our life that will force us to reflection and to take action to resolve those conflicts and those fears.
Many of us are seeing situations resurfacing that we thought were resolved, at least it was in our mind. We thought we came to a place of peace and resolution yet they are here again and we are experiencing the same fear, anger or other negative feelings we thoughts we had put to rest. If this is happening to you, realize it is because the work around those issues is not done and you need to address those once and for all. Look at the issue, examine the fear, what is the worst that can happen? What do you need to do on the physical level to resolve it that you might not have done before? What is the lesson? Are you ready to let it go? When? Those questions will help you to go deeper in inderstanding your intention and to release your fear.
In my practice I have seen a lot of conflicts rising up lately. Be it at home on in the work place, people seem more irritable and susceptible to anger. I want to remind you that the energy this year and the years to come will bring all our darker, unresolved issues to the surface in order for us to look at them and transform them into the light. So no wonder everyone’s buttons are pushed.
Instead of being angry, look at what feels so disturbing to you when a conflict arises. Retrace the root of the problem that generates such emotions. Did you have difficulty to be heard in the past? Have you felt unloved or betrayed? Are you afraid to be abandoned or misunderstood? Do you feel unsecure? Have you pushed all those emotions and others deep down so you would not have to deal with the pain? Well in order to evolve and raise your vibrations you cannot keep those issues suppressed any longer. So do the work, dig within your inner self and purify your emotions, either by yourself, which is not always easy to do, or with professional help, but do it. This energy will not go away, it will only amplify with the years to come, so stop resisting as this will only make things more painful for you. Free yourself now, you will really enjoy the new you, your new behaviors, a sense of peace, and the wonderful feelings of freedom and harmony.
There is too much anger already out there, do not add up to this energy, surround yourself with light. When your energy is cleared you will not be attracting darkness anymore or be a point of entry for it.
The male and female selves need to unite. As they come closer together, they will bring transformation in our mental, emotional, and etheric bodies, until unity is realized in all of those personality levels.
This is a difficult task, as the two sides often do not see things in the same perspective and conflict with each other’s desires. This is well illustrated by the “white and black angels” on our shoulders, the male self being more associated with the personality desires and the female self with the soul. Yet the development of consciousness requires that eventually we merge our male and female self energies, as once they areone, the personality becomes united on all levels and can now proceed with the integration of the soul. We cannot unite with the soul as long as our personality has not found unity between its physical, emotional, and mental selves. All those levels are part of our male and female selves, and the union of the two brings integration of all.
Some of us express more male energy or more female energy independently of our physical gender. Some women are very aggressive, like in business, for example, and work a lot from their male self-subconscious part. In turn, some men can be very sensitive and demonstrate a strong love and compassion coming from their female self-subconscious. The more humanity progresses in this development, the more we will see this happening. Male and female energies will be more noticeable in individual personality as they will express themselves independently from the physical gender. It should be our goal in our spiritual development to even out these two parts of ourselves so that as they merge, each will benefit from the qualities of the other, allowing us to achieve balance and unity in ourselves.
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